One day I love you , the next I 'm leaving ...
Is there is an intrinsic link between bipolar and infidelity ?
What I see in fact quite frequently, is that manic eccentricities of all kinds , including sexual , where infidelities Indeed , despite the feelings.
And I confess his infidelities .
This is largely due to the fact that the libido is particularly exacerbated in these phases , and I think I lost all inhibitions , like everything else besides .
So yes I do think that this disease plays tricks at fidelity.
When I say I love you I mean it , or when I make a promise , or I say something I stand .
One thing I hate most is the lies , and it's like a sixth sense , I feel now, after I struggle to continue the conversation, and I emit a lot of reservations about the sincerity of the other . Although this does not prevent me from continuing the adventure.
But when I 'm manic I do not make me aware of what I do and I can say some very inconsistent , even very bad ... I am full of doubt, I do not believe in anyone.
Morbid thoughts with me regularly , the question is, will I ever be either passed to the final act.
In fact , a major problem is that bipolar done often, if not always, by leaving us for what we are: the chronically ill !
But I also understand those who leave us on the edge of the road as our cyclothymia is already unbearable for ourselves , so I guess that can live another.
And I know that I too suffer terribly " hurt " , but how to handle it ?
So the fear of abandonment is still in me and often left to suffer , and lose the person who is dear to me , I leave without looking back .
This is not joy but it is so : our disease is not well cared for , very well accepted , little known by the surroundings , and it destroys me me slowly .
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